Its coming to an end.
So soon...so soon and everything will be over.
only a matter of weeks.
ha!
cant help but think back to where we started.
For me, i came in year 8.
Being a new kid and all, i think my first few days weren't bad at all.
I think i was in 8G, can't really rmb much. i had friends, or i think i had. Don't really know.
but yea..the friendliest were the most rebellious.
Gavin, Phil and Teylor were the first ones whom i actually interacted with.
Maybe they were amused by my accent. Who knows? Until now i still have my accent.
and my "aussie accent" is still considered fob. so i guess i haven't changed much.
i THINK my english improved. who knows :S
I maths definitely gotten worse. Still remember in year 8, me getting full marks in the exam like it was a kindy test. it was so easy for me (back then).
the questions were easy...owh and i had gobert...and everyday i just sit at the back of the class doing maths. i guessed i loved maths more then than now. anyways..i got full marks so i transferred into chauldry's class or sth halfway through year 8.
owh and before i got transferred...i had the opportunity to attend this ...talented program in like north ryde. i still remember me being called to the office, i was like..omgosh what did i do wrong..full panicking n stuff.. :S and sweating like a pig, with my shirt tucked in.
haha...owh and i rmb someone going to this talented program thingy with me, cant rmb who.
but it was only 2 of us. and that was in year 8.
then my maths started dying.
its barely alive atm, sadly.
but yea...haha..i rmb i had no friends at all like on the first week of school.
then i started playing handball!
haha..it was awesome. *so embarassing.
but yea..then after that i joined the asian group somehow :S
owh before that..mike was like my buddy.
we go way back to year 8 :D
haha..it was cool. mikes still the same. lol
good friend.
anyways...then i started missing malaysia like 6 months after i left. haha..
thats like..mid year ish..
then i started making mistakes.
silly mistakes
that basically ruin the rest of year 8 and the whole of year 9.
no joke.
i cant rmb a single thing at all in year 9.
cuz i spent time..c_y___g.
wait..all i can rmb is mrs icona. and thats all :S
haha..but yea
then..year 10..mm..i was still...unstable. lol
come to think of it..i wasted my whole junior years being silly.
things would have been much diff if i didnt fall in love.
so anyways, i was like bipolar in year 10. hahaha
happy ish then straight away sad when something happens.
but yea..year 10 was happier.
o wait...year 9 started becoming more enjoyable too.
once DOTA was introduced <3
hahahaha
and omgosh..
i was so obssesed that i use to play 1 game of dota BEFORE i go to school. yes i was that obssesed.
but yea..then came RO, maplestory, gunbound, cs, mm..i think im missing 1 more..cant rmb.
my life was controlled by games.
and msn.
and sms.
yes tahts why i type like heaps fast with sms. cuz its been like 2-3 years already
and i could type faster but touch screen = doesnt react that fast.
that was the year i started becoming emotional too i think.
well not taht i wasnt emotional before but me being "emo" was more obvious in year 10. or year 9 :S
iunno. n yea...ppl were there for me. heaps of ppl.
i was like..nearly suicidal in year 8-9 ish
haha..what a retard i am. i still rmb talking to ppl about that. LOL
and and...
u may b suprised...how some ppl actually did stuff.
like overdosing themselves with pills
haha...too bad she doesnt read my blog. xD
shes a happy girl now :D
tho we hardly talk anymore.
haha im in a weird mood atm. dunno why.
but yea. :S
im hungry.
and i stopped blogging bout the past cuz my hunger > the past.
:D and i smell nice yummy food.
All my close friends always end up getting a bf.
like ALL of them.
and though they say they will never ditch me ( cause im a pathetic loser that needs them)
sooner or later, they will have no time for me.
and things will definitely change.
Im like a lucky charm :)
and only 1 of them have broken up so far, 1 only...
haha im so a lucky charm.
maybe this is what im supposed to do.
like the emo saying "if you cant make urself happy, at least u can try to make others happy"
"its not about me, its you that i only care for."
"i'll be happy, if you stay happy."
"If i really love you, i will want the best for you, and sometimes i can't be the best so i am proud that you found the best in your eyes.
Don't worry, smile."
only a matter of weeks.
ha!
cant help but think back to where we started.
For me, i came in year 8.
Being a new kid and all, i think my first few days weren't bad at all.
I think i was in 8G, can't really rmb much. i had friends, or i think i had. Don't really know.
but yea..the friendliest were the most rebellious.
Gavin, Phil and Teylor were the first ones whom i actually interacted with.
Maybe they were amused by my accent. Who knows? Until now i still have my accent.
and my "aussie accent" is still considered fob. so i guess i haven't changed much.
i THINK my english improved. who knows :S
I maths definitely gotten worse. Still remember in year 8, me getting full marks in the exam like it was a kindy test. it was so easy for me (back then).
the questions were easy...owh and i had gobert...and everyday i just sit at the back of the class doing maths. i guessed i loved maths more then than now. anyways..i got full marks so i transferred into chauldry's class or sth halfway through year 8.
owh and before i got transferred...i had the opportunity to attend this ...talented program in like north ryde. i still remember me being called to the office, i was like..omgosh what did i do wrong..full panicking n stuff.. :S and sweating like a pig, with my shirt tucked in.
haha...owh and i rmb someone going to this talented program thingy with me, cant rmb who.
but it was only 2 of us. and that was in year 8.
then my maths started dying.
its barely alive atm, sadly.
but yea...haha..i rmb i had no friends at all like on the first week of school.
then i started playing handball!
haha..it was awesome. *so embarassing.
but yea..then after that i joined the asian group somehow :S
owh before that..mike was like my buddy.
we go way back to year 8 :D
haha..it was cool. mikes still the same. lol
good friend.
anyways...then i started missing malaysia like 6 months after i left. haha..
thats like..mid year ish..
then i started making mistakes.
silly mistakes
that basically ruin the rest of year 8 and the whole of year 9.
no joke.
i cant rmb a single thing at all in year 9.
cuz i spent time..c_y___g.
wait..all i can rmb is mrs icona. and thats all :S
haha..but yea
then..year 10..mm..i was still...unstable. lol
come to think of it..i wasted my whole junior years being silly.
things would have been much diff if i didnt fall in love.
so anyways, i was like bipolar in year 10. hahaha
happy ish then straight away sad when something happens.
but yea..year 10 was happier.
o wait...year 9 started becoming more enjoyable too.
once DOTA was introduced <3
hahahaha
and omgosh..
i was so obssesed that i use to play 1 game of dota BEFORE i go to school. yes i was that obssesed.
but yea..then came RO, maplestory, gunbound, cs, mm..i think im missing 1 more..cant rmb.
my life was controlled by games.
and msn.
and sms.
yes tahts why i type like heaps fast with sms. cuz its been like 2-3 years already
and i could type faster but touch screen = doesnt react that fast.
that was the year i started becoming emotional too i think.
well not taht i wasnt emotional before but me being "emo" was more obvious in year 10. or year 9 :S
iunno. n yea...ppl were there for me. heaps of ppl.
i was like..nearly suicidal in year 8-9 ish
haha..what a retard i am. i still rmb talking to ppl about that. LOL
and and...
u may b suprised...how some ppl actually did stuff.
like overdosing themselves with pills
haha...too bad she doesnt read my blog. xD
shes a happy girl now :D
tho we hardly talk anymore.
haha im in a weird mood atm. dunno why.
but yea. :S
im hungry.
and i stopped blogging bout the past cuz my hunger > the past.
:D and i smell nice yummy food.
All my close friends always end up getting a bf.
like ALL of them.
and though they say they will never ditch me ( cause im a pathetic loser that needs them)
sooner or later, they will have no time for me.
and things will definitely change.
Im like a lucky charm :)
and only 1 of them have broken up so far, 1 only...
haha im so a lucky charm.
maybe this is what im supposed to do.
like the emo saying "if you cant make urself happy, at least u can try to make others happy"
"its not about me, its you that i only care for."
"i'll be happy, if you stay happy."
"If i really love you, i will want the best for you, and sometimes i can't be the best so i am proud that you found the best in your eyes.
Don't worry, smile."
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