4 months and 2 weeks

why doesn't she trust me :(
im pouring out my heart to her...
i really love her...i hope she realises it one day..

all the things she said to me..how she doesnt believe whatever i tell her all the time...
makes me feel like i have been hit by a blow right at the center of my heart.
that piercing feeling.

i really wish...i REALLY wish...i can make her truly happy :(

i wanna see her smile everyday.
that cute smile, never fails to make my day everytime i see it.
<3

sorry for treating you so meanly Ji,
you deserve the best, and clearly you deserve better,
so before you change your mind on me..
let me try to make you feel like the queen of the world again.
let me make u go 'awwww'
let me make u die a little inside everytime u are with me
let me make u see the world in a whole new colourful perspective
let me make it up to u
let me hug you til the sky turns dark
let me hold your hands and never let it go
let me kiss you on the cheek and make you blush
let me tickle you and make you laugh
let me show you what true love actually means and how it feels like
let me show u that i truly love you